It always sucks to lose another squaddie, but take care rossco, and if the disappointment wears off come rejoin the ranks where you belong. When I get pissed at what CRS does, I remember my squad mates and my duties here, bury it and soldier on. It's the squad that makes this game for me, and unless DOC is gonna be a cock and ban us all, I always have what matters here in game. A team of buddies that likes to work together taking the other sides pride and ego, breaking them, and serving it back as an omelet. At the very least, get a freebie account so you can stick your head in and mess around once in awhile.